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Positivity-A Brief Examination.

Positivity is different from optimism. Positivity is something we all practice, even if we don't know it, while optimism is a way of thinking some chose to take part in consciously.

It has been weeks now since a  7.0 magnitude earthquake delivered unspeakable tragedy among the beautiful people of Haiti. It is times like these when the human condition is called into question, and our realization of our own mortality is flashed before us.

Historic events like this– that awaken our senses, shake our core, and leave us feeling insignificant and small in this complex universe;  is exactly what life is all about. Now, this may not be the most positive conclusion to the meaning of life, but I promise you there will be postivity in this post!

Let me explain. Horrible things happen every day, hell, every second of the day; but despite all these horrible atrocities that plague society, life still goes on. Humans still find life worth living.

Why is this?

Why shouldn’t humanity just give up now? Why shouldn’t we just blow each other up in a nuclear Armageddon? Why should we open the door for an elderly person? Why should we donate money to help others in distress?

Because of positivity.

I’m not talking about the superficial kind of positivity, A.K.A  the delusional obliviousness that a large number of people only practice to protect themselves from reality… its more than that.

What I’m speaking of is the feeling you get when you almost bite the dust, when you step off from that curb and an idiot guy in a BMW almost puts you six feet under. When you see your best friend struggling to cope with an addiction, or a member of your family has been indefinitely buried underneath the concrete remains of an earthquake.

You must be thinking, what the hell am I talking about here?

This positive intuition will not announce itself to you  immediately after an experience of inner turmoil  or a life threatening situation. However, the fact that you care what happens to you and to others, combined with the undeniable conclusion that everyone eventually dies–shines a burning light of hope through you that permeates with others even if you are the most pessimistic of people.

What I’ve come to learn,and what I wish you would consider, is that hope=positivity.

No matter how hard life gets, we hope to overcome the hardships we face, and in doing so we practice positivity whether we know it or not.

Though I may not always see the light at the end of the tunnel every day, I know that it’s there and it will always remain if hope persisits.

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Stockholm Syndrome, Pre-destination, and Destitution = My Life The Past Couple Weeks.

Me channeling Patty Hearst.

Me channeling Patty Hearst

 

Life as we know it; the Milky Way.

Life as we know it; the Milky Way.

 

moneyless-muppet

Being broke is not as fun as I previously thought.

As the caffeine surges through my body, my hands tremble furiously, nearly every thought I have ever had in my life have all gathered to form a giant stampede through my brain. It is now that I regret the hastily consumption of an iced double shot espresso that I inhaled 15 minutes ago, and it is now that I lose myself in a flurry of, “How did I get here? What do I need to do today? and, didn’t I just buy toilet paper yesterday?”

The incident just described is an incident that I have been going through on an annoyingly  regular basis, which has been a fatiguing drain on my brain. The last weeks leading up to the start of November have undoubtedly been weird ones. I found myself fixating on controversial revolutionaries, cursing passages from Heidegger’s “Being In Time,” (which is like reading hieroglyphics by the way) all why playing the worlds tiniest violin regarding my financial woes or brokeness.

About two weeks ago I decided that I was going to be Patty Hearst for Halloween. The idea kind of just came to me like a prophetic calling after going through numerous costume ideas. However, looking back at the situation, I have concluded that last week I was actually experiencing Stockholm Syndrome. Not in the sense that I was kidnapped from my wealthy cookie cutter life into a militant extremist group via Patty Hearst,  but more in the sense that I have been awakened to escape the Stockholm Syndrome that I call American life.

Maybe this odd awakening or emerging anxiety could be the combination of the caffeine along with the absurdities of Heidegger implying that everything you do in life is basically determined by your culture and other people; pre-destination.  Or maybe I am just finally realizing that being a student with an unreliable job equals being broke if you don’t have a trust fund. I try to imagine myself as a broke intellect, or kidnapped heiress to help me feel cool and romantic about my finacial situation, but it doesn’t work sadly for it is too contrived and unbeleivable!

Yes, this month has been interesting.

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Take Down Capitalism By Taking Up Arms.

Graffiti reading, "the coming insurrection."

Graffiti reading in French,"the coming insurrection."

Publication of, "The Coming Insurrection."

Publication of, The Coming Insurrection.

“To free ourselves from this misfortune would require a long and consistent learning process,and multiple, massive experiments.  We’ll have to know how to fight, how to pick locks, how to set fractures and deal with throat infections; how to build a pirate radio transmitter; how to set up street cafes; how to aim straight; how to gather together scattered knowledge and set up wartime agronomics; understand plankton biology;soil composition; study the way plants interact and thus rediscover lost intuitions; get to know possible uses for and connections with our immediate surroundings, and the limits we can’t go beyond without exhausting them; and we have to start to do all that today, and on the days when we’ll need to be able to get more than just a symbolic helping of food and a meager satisfaction of our other needs.”–excerpt from The Coming Insurrection p. 46

It is a feeling pressed deep down inside of you, crushed behind your spine, twisting, turning, wrenching to breath. It is the feeling of the stable ground beneath your feet, that comes to the surface every once in a while when you misstep and almost fall. It is the lie defeated, when you realize that the ground you walk on, that you rely on, that you believe in, disintegrates underneath you. It is the terrifyingly painful, but elated feeling you get when your stomach drops.

I want this feeling, I need this feeling. Im scared as hell but completely overjoyed by the future prospects of this feeling. To see fires burning in the distance, all meaningful objects annihilated, no economy, no institutions; just the raw world untamed.

I am not speaking of anarchy, but rather a destruction of western culture. I guess that could be considered a form of anarchy to some, but not in the context I have been exploring.

The book The Coming Insurrection compiled by an anonymous collective named “The Invisible Committee,” urges the decay and destruction of the dominant, capitalistic, western worldview by mapping out the tangible  processes and scenarios of what this intentional collapse would actually entail. In addition to what we must do to initiate it and what it would look like. Published in 2007 by La Fabrique, a French publication before being published in English by Semiotext(e) in August 2009, was articulated a few years after the suburban uprising in Paris which ignited the violent  riots of 2005. However, this book is more than just a response to the events that took place at that time. It is a call to action for all who are constantly bombarded with the feelings I just described, and are fed up with path western culture and conditioning have led us. This book is not just a theory or contemplation of a hypothetical collapse that has often been argued in a philosophical sense. In other words, this book is revolutionary because it aims to utilize actual direction and outline the tools necessary to kick over western society as we know it, as opposed to other literary bodies of work that are perfectly content with just merely entertaining the idea.

Like I said, this book calls people to action. Not just to galvanize, but to forcibly overthrow this entrenched economic system. To take up arms, gather resources, and live communally. Naturally, violence will indeed occur and be prevalent in this kind of revolution which is why this book has been the source of much controversy in America among all facets of the political spectrum. Despite the negative connotations associate with this publication, I feel that with almost any significant revolution, violence really cannot be avoided; it is a reality.

We see it in nature, animals take each others lives in order to live and defend themselves. Now I know this logic hardly compares  when it comes to human acts of violence, however it remains difficult for me to envision the collapse of a western worldview going down peacefully without a fight. Moreover, I don’t really see how this publication is any different from the numerous pamphlets that circled around during the American Revolution which moved to overthrow Britain’s hold on the U.S. colonies.

Granted, this book does challenge a lot more than just a break away from an oppressive government, meaning that resistance, brutality, and fighting will have to occur in order to extinguish everything that has deluded us from the truth, which is a difficult concept for most to swallow or accept. But when you are talking about seriously killing an established sickly culture that nurses us to death, there is going to be severe opposition because you are challenging a concrete  foundational way of life that almost everyone is afraid to leave behind.

Just imagine for a minute, waking up one day only to see yourself face to face with the world, every concept you use to understand the world is gone. You look out and see no billboards, no buildings, no cars. You are naked, terrified, and alone. In this moment of ultimate self-reflection, you have nothing to reflect on except your senses. You think this is the apocalypse, you think this is judgment day, but it is not. It is true freedom. Now you are left with two choices. You can either flee from this horrible moment and never look back. Or you can head off into the unknowable future of this moment. This book wants to inform you on how to realize this moment and why we need to choose the latter of these two choices, loosing everything as you understand it via the collapse of western culture.

So whats it gonna be?

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English 247, SDCC, Spring 2013

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